To be clear, I have had my heart broken before. I have loved and lost but every time I have moved on. The cycle is nothing new to me and I am used to it. So why is this time different? Why can’t I get over her? Because, quite simple, she is the one. It’s been over a month now and I can’t stop crying. Literally, as I write this I am crying. On average, I find myself crying four or five times a day.