Words cannot express, how sorry I am, for what I have done, I hurt you so badly. You are not just a stranger, you're someone I love, even when I said or thought I didn't. I cry thinking of how I broke your heart. I don't want to go 3 years not seeing or talking to you, 6 months will be hard enough, but 3 years unbearable. I shed tears thinking you now fear me, I did something horrible, which I won't forgive myself for. I hope someday soon you forgive me, I promise from the bottom of my heart I won't hurt you ever again. You're blood, you're family. I miss you. I love you....