

the keeper


You built walls around me,
stone by stone,
stacking your fears higher
than I could see.
You said it was for my sake,
to keep me safe.
But I never asked for walls.
I watched you fight battles
that weren’t mine,
swinging at ghosts
I couldn’t see,
while your shadow loomed over me,
blocking the light.
You called it love,
but it felt like a cage.
Every door you closed
was another breath I couldn’t take.
Every "protection"
was another piece of the world
you took away.
You weren’t keeping me safe—
you were keeping yourself
from breaking.
Holding me close
to stop the ache of losing.
Building walls
so you’d never have to watch me fall.
But now I see the truth:
this isn’t love.
It’s fear wearing its skin.
I don’t want your walls,
your battles,
your trembling grip.
I need the open sky.
I need to learn how to stand in the wind
and fall with the rain.
Let me go.
Not because I don’t love you,
but because love cannot breathe
when it’s held too tight.