Observing in silent envy,

People different from me, 

Why me? 

Insecurity hidden behind smiles,

Playing make believe, 

I don’t know how to feel emotionally,

A pictures worth a thousand words,

I want to know the feeling of love and being loved by somebody, 

Imagining a life when I’m free,

Free of consistent confusion of my emotions, 

Cursed with the inability to be understood,

If I don’t understand me,

Its impossible for any and everybody,

False accusations of what they think they know is aggravating, 

Opinions have never explained 

The constant shame I’m consumed with being forced to live in this body,

Im living proof nothing is perfect

Scientific hypothesis can’t always explain, 

Im nothing more than a malfunctioned anatomy

I'm the truth exposed; Never to be accepted, 

God is not perfect, he made mistakes