I tried to remember how we once were and the happiness we had ,

All the days you gave me butterflies, 

I was always happy ,

Never sad , 

The days when life made sense And I thought you were the one 

“I’ve known you my entire life” 

WRONG.. you taught me that you never truly know anyone ,

I let you into my world when I had just came from a bad place , 

A place that gives my son nightmares, 

Mistakes from stupid choices,

Left with damages I can’t erase, 

I thought I was following the signs that led me in the right direction, 

Yet you turned out just like all the other liars,

I’ll never trust you with my heart - it’s not protected 

A life of losing me is like a bid, 

Wishing for second chances, 

Like a murder I’m unforgettable, 

Trust me.. you will regret it