Self control.

To have or to attempt to.

To hold onto a mountain of emotions.

A cascade of thoughts flooding within one's brain

To see how far you can be pushed.

to have a moment of reflection,holding your tongue until you burst.

Self control.

To bound yourself with two words.

To save face and hold your integrity .

Having a flood of negativity over your soul,yet keeping it bound with a barrier you suffered to create.

Self control.

Continuously breaking your own being to keep the “norm”.

To hold what positivity you have to go beyond your pain.

But to deal with those thoughts the overwhelming sensation that makes you want to Battle with gods.

Self control.

You voice your pain and nothing changes

You wish to stay but you've grown tired

You wish to scream to the heavens.

Please let it end,but nothing happens

Hopelessly trying to escape your pain.

Consuming yet purging the idea that YoU

Are the bad guy,to live so happily but every time you encounter even a glimpse you wish to vanish.

For those thoughts to vanish.

To want to ask, please stop,it hurts my heart .

But I want to act out of Impulse.

To yell,to feud,but to.

Say ITS ME OR -

self control.