You ever think thing that's wrong with the world, is everyone is trying so hard to be happy or feel "fulfilled" (whatever the hell that means). I swear, everyone acts like being miserable is a fate worse than death. I genuinely enjoy being miserable and life sucking. Happiness holds hardly an appeal. You know what? I am perfectly fine. I never stay at a job or location unless I feel like it or locked up. I kinda just do whatever it is I feel like doing. I make plans just to have crap to fall through, slang and I'm secretly glad when crap blows up in my face; cuz I don't think I'm type of guy to commit. Losing is a a lot more relaxing than winning if you just accept it rather chase the next high of gaining another win.