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So far maybe this will just be a timeline of finding myself. Maybe it will turn into a story, maybe a journal. Could be a plan, maybe a plot? There WILL be humor and sarcasm and foul language. I don't even have any pictures to share. It's really up to you whether you follow or subscribe or whatever. I'm just here doing my thing....

He's wrecking my mind

It's not that I don't know what I want.

Nightmare in my dreams....

New guy is absolutely off limits. No worries, got my own crap going on.

Everyone says lines in the sand are washed away by the tides. Maybe.

Setting boundaries is bullshit. It's hard, it's painful, it's stressful and really it should just be fucking unnecessary. Too many lines, too much taboo.

Writer's Block

It's a game. A mental game. And that tsunami of fucks will wash all the pieces away eventually.

Is it him or is it a real writing block?

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I used to be able to write stories for hours. Nothing worth saving, just fun stuff. Since he showed up, I can't write, I can imagine just fine.

Realization

The conscious stream that happens when you realize something so fundamental about yourself that you completely forget the world exists as you process the symptoms and connect the dots.

What is the hold up?

What is truly holding me back? Is it really money or is it a fear of big change?

Day 2 of what?

It's completely exhausting to keep up a fake smile and pretend that you aren't dying inside.