Today can be the first day to the rest of your life. Be you, do what you want to do, travel, go sightseeing. Whatever you want to do take that leap of faith and do it. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, success is built on failures. You have to see the cup as half full, the universe won't line itself up for you, you have to make it that way. Make the best out of a bad situation and get yourself out of it. Nobody is perfect. Nobody is even expecting you to be perfect. Just always do your best and good will always follow you.