Being a mother and a wife has always been a lifelong dream. Ever since I was a little girl I always dreamed of having a big family and falling in love with my best friend. Little did I know life had other plans, I still had a family and I fell in love with my best friend but life still threw in many curve balls and life lessons. I became a mom at the age of 21 after marrying my first husband at 19. After we got married I found out I was pregnant with our first child. Life seemed perfect at the time. But a couple months into our marriage and pregnancy I lost our baby. The miscarriage put a strain on our marriage and I was so lost emotionally that when my first husband said he wanted to try again, I argued and fought with him. But end of December to the first part of 2013 I found myself pregnant again. I remember praying every day to God to let me have this baby. Then in March of 2013, I developed a complication with my pregnancy. I had developed a blood clot