As she reads all of his beautiful promises and lies She knows it’s the same bullshit by the color of his eyes He said” things will be different ,just let me show you !! So she believed once again just to avoid the argue. Everything came crashing down & her happiness turned to tears Now all she is filled with, is emptiness and fears His addiction was his mistress and always came before me! It was always him and he Never us or we! She watches and cries as his paranoia sets in This is a losing battle