He comes home and she can hardly wait. The last time she touched him was on that August date He Closes the door and kisses her lips Slowly his hands make it down to her hips Her legs start to quiver and her knees start to shake He has her under his spell, but her heart still aches they Walk to the bedroom And he lays her on the bed, She can’t seem to forget the past that plays over and over in her head His broad shoulders and his irresistible chest She begs to feel his hands touching her breast. She pulls him in close and whispers in his ear , please love me today and even more tomorrow I no longer want to feel so much sadness and sorrow.

As she reads all of his beautiful promises and lies She knows it’s the same bullshit by the color of his eyes He said” things will be different ,just let me show you !! So she believed once again just to avoid the argue. Everything came crashing down & her happiness turned to tears Now all she is filled with, is emptiness and fears His addiction was his mistress and always came before me! It was always him and he Never us or we! She watches and cries as his paranoia sets in This is a losing battle