Just another day, trying to cope, and helping everyone around me deal with the loss of someone we love.

Another day of trying to cope with the loss of my sister, and helping my niece cope with the loss of her mother. Trying to make things easier for her as she grows

How do I get over the loss of my sister when I don’t even know how to start processing it? I am 32, single mom of one, and taking care of her daughter. I do my best. But… It’s getting harder and garder as time goes on. Because I don’t want to process that she’s gone. I know she is. But I don’t want it to be true. Months later and I am still suffering. I am still having a hard time. I am still trying to get used to life without her. I shouldn’t be trying to get used to life without her. She’s gone too soon. And I miss her dearly every single day. I Tell her daughter just how much her mom loved her. But… I wish she was here to tell her daughter.