As a woman that is married or in a long term relationship. It feels as if I was a ghost. Feels like he done got me now he don't have to try anymore. Over the summer I caught some messages with a girl. At this time he was staying out all night with his brother that girl stayed there. His brother was not even there. But he didn't cheat just messages it's not cheating . Must think I buy it honey im not buying shit. Now he says he stopped talking to her blocked her from Facebook but had her on every social media accounts. Seems to me it was more then messages, more then sex. I know they probably still . She done his tattoos so that's nice to look at everyday. He won't touch me don't want me. I feel so unloved I just wish he could feel ounce of what I feel, one day what goes around comes around. One day maybe I'll be able to care less not even stress it. Still waiting on the truth facts on the cheating. Why men do this to woman I don't understand π‘ why not leave n end it. My poem,