This is just a poem that I finally finished an extension of. The beginning, originally, "first there was John, then there was me." has many times helped to jog my memory during times when I've had moments of dèja vu of a long ago life I've lived And found myself reliving. Tonight this full version of it came to me.

A year after I had an abortion, I found out I was pregnant by the same father; now if that doesn't tell you this child was meant to be something great.... then after a life changing dream had me in a period of repentance, the Holy Spirit helped me understand how why my abortion was His will and everything literally has a reason for happening in the way they do.