Zach, YOU KILLED HER? That was not the plan.” After letting the words settle, I asked, “Not the plan? What do you mean?” I said, “Zach, I planned to get rid of her for the weekend so you could surprise her on her birthday.” “Zach, you messed up”. He said, “She turned to look over the edge, and I just... I don’t know what happened,” I said. “Zach, you murdered her,” he said. I understand, and I am prepared to face the consequences since that was wrong. I hate myself for that.